sighs. im seriously not in the good mood right now!!!& i dno y every night i have to feel so pekchek when my day seems to be perfectly alright. perhaps i do have split personality?& FUCK i need to do my research, yet my connection need to be superr fucking lag ttm at this pt of time!!! okay while waiting for it to fucking load it mean time i will just anyhow blog & rant nonsense. sometimes/all the time i do wonder y "life can be so unfair" ZZZ like seriously...okay obviously i still cant get over this issue la & bring out this "" whole bloody sentence all over again... especially each time when i felt super URGH!!! but this seriously cant be helped. no matter how hard i tried to convince myself but everytimes it will just bounced back to SQUARE1. i hate going back to square1 but what can you do to change it. believing in yourself and each time let the reality to hit you back real hard??? idkkkk!!! but many say that's LIFE! ya right so much for a life to be like this. OKAY NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED JUST KEEP ON SMILING & DO THINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY ONLY. okay i really think i've got a split personality & this is getting so fucking crazy.

haha this is so much for a no life person like me BUT I LIKE IT=HAPPY so = (Y)

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OKAY BYE!!!!

i need to hurry finish up my work so that i can watch sj vids to cheer me up.

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&im so gna enjoy my last week of school with my lovely classmates (: