OMG THIS IS EFFING CHIO!!!!

how i wish im in KOREA!!!
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LOL what's with the title of the post seriously!!! but that's the fact man ): so sad i dont wna be FAT! sighs this is so unfair how i wish i can eat alot and wont gain any fats ): how i wish i can be super skinny hahaha i dont mind being anorexic tho. but trust me this day wont arrive. cause i can nvr stop myself frm eating like seriously. i've tried to starve myself everytime but always failed! LoL so in the end still the same ZZZ. & im also a LAZY girl yo, too lazy to go workout. aiish!!!!

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tmr is the last day of school yo! susprisingly im not very looking forward to this coming holiday hahaha!!! wow its like for the first time yo. & i hate YOG seriously. i hate that 3 weeks break its like cut in between then after 3 weeks tests&exams. still need to study, how to enjoy yo??? damn it yo. &&& my best friends are involved in it yo!!! i cant get to meet my classmates everyday anymore sianxzxz

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IN CONCLUSION IM SO GNA BE A LONER GEEK ):):):

shit manxzxz.

plan for this 3 weeks holiday will be STAY @HOME TO STUDY/WATCH SUJU^^

unless any ppl wna ask me out if not most probably i'll be @ HOME & be a ZAI NU yo!

okay actually im okay with it cause i can sleep until v late then wake up & do my things :D

okay i shall look forward to it! told ya i love leading no life days yo :D

okay gtg

byebye!

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Ps:/ i want things to remain unchanged at least for now. cause i simply like it this way (:

sighs. im seriously not in the good mood right now!!!& i dno y every night i have to feel so pekchek when my day seems to be perfectly alright. perhaps i do have split personality?& FUCK i need to do my research, yet my connection need to be superr fucking lag ttm at this pt of time!!! okay while waiting for it to fucking load it mean time i will just anyhow blog & rant nonsense. sometimes/all the time i do wonder y "life can be so unfair" ZZZ like seriously...okay obviously i still cant get over this issue la & bring out this "" whole bloody sentence all over again... especially each time when i felt super URGH!!! but this seriously cant be helped. no matter how hard i tried to convince myself but everytimes it will just bounced back to SQUARE1. i hate going back to square1 but what can you do to change it. believing in yourself and each time let the reality to hit you back real hard??? idkkkk!!! but many say that's LIFE! ya right so much for a life to be like this. OKAY NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED JUST KEEP ON SMILING & DO THINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY ONLY. okay i really think i've got a split personality & this is getting so fucking crazy.

haha this is so much for a no life person like me BUT I LIKE IT=HAPPY so = (Y)

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OKAY BYE!!!!

i need to hurry finish up my work so that i can watch sj vids to cheer me up.

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&im so gna enjoy my last week of school with my lovely classmates (: