HELLO WORLD!

im so sad NOW cause BRAZIL is OUT! nb.

but nvm lost 5 bucks only luckily nvr greedy bet v small only. omg so suay la first time bet tot brazil sure win one then now lost & they go home sleep already. waste money!

okay anyway the start of the week wasn't very good i must say. cause i was pretty much disappointed by my results. but overall okay la cause i've done my best (:

okay here goes my little thoughts...

hmm dreams, wht's mine seriously? idk. wht im studying now is definately not mine. That makes me feel like some loser la & i seriously feel like giving up. yup actually i've been thinking of tt v long ago ever since last year. i felt tt i'm not performing well enough furthermore this is not my interest, im just wasting my time doing things tt i dont like at all. The thought of quitting SP came thr my mind again & becme stronger as i was disheartened by my results despite working so hard & this is wht i can get. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR but come to think of it LIFE IS NEVER FAIR esp to stupid ppl like seriously la smart ppl no need to put in as much effort as you yet they can get good results. Like wht's this la. haiyo! hmm but then think only la also cannot do anything abt it, as if my parents will really let me quit after studying fr 1 yr alr. Its like no way man, they will think tt im wasting their money. how i wish i was rich then maybe i can pursue my own dreams & quit school now! However, im not so i've to drop this idea & not to think abt it anymore brace myself up pull it through to the very end. QS/fm i dk lea cause keep weavering but then most probably i want QS. i dont care im gna work doubly, triply hard to get into QS....