aww so sad ytd was the goodbye stage for my suju boys. awesome perforamance they had. hais so sianxzxz cause they gna stop promoting their new album already T_T no more looking forward joy/excitement to weekend already cause they are all gna stop performing at music bank/core & Inkigayo! sad! cant get to see them as a grp ):

hope that their new album will come out v soonn again!!!

how are you doing?

seriously idk wht to update abt sia. cause i dnt really have things to update abt.

nowadays my life is filled with school stress suju... nth much tho.

SCHOOL- tutorial after tutorial its like nvr ending. had to catch up the speed if not will lagged behind alot alot which i dont really want. but luckily till now im still coping well. nevertheless i still had lotsa funs with my classmates :D & friday was quite interesting cause we confronted our very bastard asshole lecturer for chasing us out of the class for whispering. seriously like WTF sia! He really damn chidish la says treat us like an adult but seriously he's NOT he treated us like pri/sec school students. okay lazy to elaborate already those who are interested to know more abt it can ask me next time hahaha! but it somehow reminds me of how we act like during our sec school days... Those days with 5A when we get ourselves in troubles and how we quarrel with our teachers & i still rmb we still sign petition to get rid of the teacher we dislikes, even tho we didn't succeed but it was fun, tt was our class spirit and most importantly it was the little memories tt we created tgt (:

STRESS- hmm until now nth much to stress abt. hmm maybe structures? cause im a bit lost! & i'm 1 tutorial behind ppl sia omgosh. nvm gna try to clear it asap. no worries! FIGHTING :D

SUJU-im like super crazy over SUJU now. seriously can't wait for ver c to be out in SG.watching their vids had bcme part of my daily routine :D its definitely a good way to release stress hahaha cause the variety shows are seriously damn funny :D love them all!

& most importantly i miss my BFF ): super long nvr meet her alr i miss you ): okay la 1 week plus but then still v long hahaha finally get to see her & spent a day tgt with awesome :D

I LOVE YOU!!!

SIANXZXZ! i cnt upload photos again!!!! ZZZZ sian ttm!!!!

okay bye!

SUJU LOVES!

HELLO WORLD!

im so sad NOW cause BRAZIL is OUT! nb.

but nvm lost 5 bucks only luckily nvr greedy bet v small only. omg so suay la first time bet tot brazil sure win one then now lost & they go home sleep already. waste money!

okay anyway the start of the week wasn't very good i must say. cause i was pretty much disappointed by my results. but overall okay la cause i've done my best (:

okay here goes my little thoughts...

hmm dreams, wht's mine seriously? idk. wht im studying now is definately not mine. That makes me feel like some loser la & i seriously feel like giving up. yup actually i've been thinking of tt v long ago ever since last year. i felt tt i'm not performing well enough furthermore this is not my interest, im just wasting my time doing things tt i dont like at all. The thought of quitting SP came thr my mind again & becme stronger as i was disheartened by my results despite working so hard & this is wht i can get. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR but come to think of it LIFE IS NEVER FAIR esp to stupid ppl like seriously la smart ppl no need to put in as much effort as you yet they can get good results. Like wht's this la. haiyo! hmm but then think only la also cannot do anything abt it, as if my parents will really let me quit after studying fr 1 yr alr. Its like no way man, they will think tt im wasting their money. how i wish i was rich then maybe i can pursue my own dreams & quit school now! However, im not so i've to drop this idea & not to think abt it anymore brace myself up pull it through to the very end. QS/fm i dk lea cause keep weavering but then most probably i want QS. i dont care im gna work doubly, triply hard to get into QS....