Beyond Words

actually i've been like quite emo for the past few days... for don't know wad reason %$%&*&^
v sad eh cus i have so many many many many many things kept inside my heart and nvr say it out. e worst thing is tt whn you noe you have things but you cannot say it out cus you have no one to talk to. i have so many things to say but i don't know who i can speak to and everthing jus buried deep inside my heart how terrrible it is. actually is not i don't wanna talk to anyone abt my prob but is jus tt i cannot bring myself to. i have no one to talk to and no where to vent all my.....tt's y i have to vent all it out here! sorry i don't wanna to make it like an emo post cus this really doesn't sound like me :(((( argh..... y am i in this shitty mood...
will things really get better in time????
will e only person hurry appear???